'One thing is the feeling that something is happening, 
an intuition which finds what it finds and cannot be made 
to find anything else. Another thing is the belief that 
what is found is a report or description of events that 
have happened already, in such a manner that the earlier 
phases of the flux I am aware of existed first, before 
the later phases and without them; whereas in my intuition 
now the earlier phases are merely the first part of the 
given whole, exist only together with the later phases, 
and are earlier only in a perspective, not in a flux of 
successive events.' 
we may have an intuition that something is happening 
and an intuition that something has happened
Santayana's point is that - this - or these intuitions - 
do not tell us - the nature of substance - or - the reality 
of change - of time
one's sense of things - is no guide to the actuality 
of things or events
'actual change if it is to be known at all, must be known 
by belief and not by intuition'
belief - here - based on observation - of the objective 
reality
OK
let us accept that to know objective reality - one must 
look out - not in
observation presents a different picture to reflection
the same object known differently -
as a thing outside of consciousness
as an image - in consciousness -
different ways of seeing - 
Santayana really sees transcendentalists as prisoners 
of transcendentalism I mean once in - how to get out - 
or does he just like imprisoning them - to show they 
can't get out
?
anyway he says 'doubt is always possible regarding 
the existence of actual change'
but his own work shows one can doubt - in fact one must 
doubt one's intuitions - certainly if one wishes to operate 
on the street
the thing is we can think beyond what we see out there - 
what we know inside - we can as it were step outside of 
the subject and the object
('and where are we' you ask? - 'the unknown' I say)
we can always step back
this is the essential feature of consciousness
it is not bound
my point is doubt is never out of the question
doubt is without condition
p.s.
I said above 'as an image - in consciousness'
the thing is 'image' here is but a description of what?
I think it's an example of an attempt to identify an 
unknown with a name
and the name - is really a metaphor - a metaphor 
for object
I think it's a translation of an observed entity - 
to a reflected entity
or the attempt to give the reflection - an object 
like meaning
and if you say well this is all a bit 'how's ya mother'
I would say yes - it is 
and it's the way of it -
to understand the language of the inner life you need 
to appreciate poetry
it's the language of poetry - metaphor 
and yes - in this sense it is all very - non-objective
language is public
but we need to bring it home 
welcome it inside
at the close of day
