can be regarded as the blind imperative of consciousness
it is consciousness' response to the impenetrability of the world
it is relentless
and but for reflective metaphysics - without reason
it is strictly speaking an end that has no end
its origin
is the origin of consciousness
the conception that consciousness arrives at which it will regard as the truth
is from another point of view - another moment of consciousness - the illusion
that is to be pierced - or done away with
illusion is a conception of consciousness
it is consciousness knowing itself as it is
not what it might become
the becoming is always the aspiration for - the hope for truth
which is what?
the end of illusion - yes
but how to know?
when is the moment realized?
consciousness has no answer to this
it seeks but knows it can never identify the end of seeking
also it has no means of stopping the seeking
Indian philosophies have recognized this as the issue of living in consciousness
and have devised stratagems for resolution
the point is though
there can only be refuge in illusion
enlightenment or unenlightenment
logically speaking there is no difference
this is perhaps the great point - the great truth
it can only be a choice of illusion
and a choice of criterion
for the choice of illusion
there is no knowledge here
it is I think a matter of form
to find what nearly fits well
or the skin one can live within
laughter is the sound of God
