the fact is substance cannot be seen from the outside
and yet we get such an impression from Spinoza - 
re: sub specie aeternitatis
the whole - the totality - is a conception
a conception that comes from consciousness
consciousness sees outside itself (at least we can 
begin with this idea)
consciousness distinguishes itself from what it is not -
what it is not - is the world
we can say it knows itself - as within - therefore 
(at least) an outside
the totality - nature or God - is a conception 
generated from the nature of consciousness
consciousness - distinguishes  x from not-x
such is logic - the basis of it
and so substance - a conception generated by the logic 
of consciousness - of thought
consciousness reflects in itself and places itself 
within -
as to the nature of that which is outside of 
consciousness - or greater than
we never get out of the realm of ideas - 
whatever our conception
we never that is have a privileged position - 
(not in reality - even if it is projected in
thought) - of being outside of the world
there is - that is no objective position
a position that is outside of consciousness
(such an idea makes no sense)
Spinoza does not understand consciousness - its logic - 
its dynamic - its limits
the world outside of consciousness cannot be objectively 
known -
cannot be directly known
if direct means - in some way - knowledge that is not 
finally a processing of - what - data?
and this data is not known
its character is not given -
it is made - constructed
the construction goes on - on a number of levels -
(a divine comedy)
and however simple or complex
it is a function of consciousness
no real substance here either
as it is up to consciousness - its reflection on itself 
- to come up with a conception - of its own functioning
it is clear - the knowing of consciousness is an illusion 
- inside or out
consciousness is a metaphysical point (there are many) 
on a metaphysical map
a focus - (whatever in the end this means) - that stands 
in the world
simply - a point - that is substanceless - the unknown