5.4.06

substance

the fact is substance cannot be seen from the outside

and yet we get such an impression from Spinoza -
re: sub specie aeternitatis

the whole - the totality - is a conception

a conception that comes from consciousness

consciousness sees outside itself (at least we can
begin with this idea)

consciousness distinguishes itself from what it is not -

what it is not - is the world

we can say it knows itself - as within - therefore
(at least) an outside

the totality - nature or God - is a conception
generated from the nature of consciousness

consciousness - distinguishes x from not-x

such is logic - the basis of it

and so substance - a conception generated by the logic
of consciousness - of thought

consciousness reflects in itself and places itself
within -

as to the nature of that which is outside of
consciousness - or greater than

we never get out of the realm of ideas -
whatever our conception

we never that is have a privileged position -
(not in reality - even if it is projected in
thought) - of being outside of the world

there is - that is no objective position

a position that is outside of consciousness

(such an idea makes no sense)

Spinoza does not understand consciousness - its logic -
its dynamic - its limits

the world outside of consciousness cannot be objectively
known -

cannot be directly known

if direct means - in some way - knowledge that is not
finally a processing of - what - data?

and this data is not known

its character is not given -

it is made - constructed

the construction goes on - on a number of levels -

(a divine comedy)

and however simple or complex

it is a function of consciousness

no real substance here either

as it is up to consciousness - its reflection on itself
- to come up with a conception - of its own functioning

it is clear - the knowing of consciousness is an illusion
- inside or out

consciousness is a metaphysical point (there are many)
on a metaphysical map

a focus - (whatever in the end this means) - that stands
in the world

simply - a point - that is substanceless - the unknown